Personal Musings: 3/1/12…

Stressed…

That sums up my day pretty well.  I’ve been dreading the first of every month for a couple months now due to the fact that its when I have to pay the bills.  Without a job, you can kinda figure out why I might not be too happy to see the day come.  I keep searching and searching for a new job but I simply run into walls every time I try.  And its frustrating.  Oh is it ever so frustrating.  I just wish I could find a job and I wish I knew what held me back from getting a job.  Is it college?  Is it my lack of experience?  Is my golden blond hair just blinding to everyone’s eyes?  (;))  Well, I’d just like to know, you know?  Its that one question that constantly bothers me, constantly nags and plagues my thoughts.  Well, ok a lot of things nag at my head, but this one is certainly insistent.  If it is a failing of mine, then I can fix that failing and try again.  Until I’m told otherwise though, I feel like I’m just swinging blind in the dark, hoping I’ll hit a gold vein with a toothpick.  I’d like to know.  I just do…

Besides school and bills, nothing much else to talk about today.  Its just been one of those days, but I keep putting one foot in front of the other.  I apparently have a stubborn streak yet.  Until next time…

-KingIsaacLinksr

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